If I lost all my possessions, I would cry for a bit more and even curse at God for a bit more too, but I would take that fear-loving God faith to start all over again because I know that willing will be a chance to again to do better.

I was homeless when I was 19, but my faith and prayers got me to where I am right now. God does prepare a table before you in the presence of our enemies.

We can all start again as it could be a mid-life crisis to start something more beautiful by never giving up and it’s okay to ask for help. But do try it yourself first. Jesus did go 40 days and 40 nights in the desert without eating or drinking.

Never give up, we could all start again! -CM

No, I am not holding a grudge or any grudges against anyone because my blessings are too big to handle grudges in these days and times. But when I was young I did hold grudges against my mom for a long time, as she left me as a young child in Cameroon, but I forgive her because she did it for my sibling and I to have a better life in the US. I love her dearly, and I thank her so much for all the sacrifices.

Never hold grudges against anyone, free your peace of mind, and accept all the blessings God wants to give you when you forgive those that trespasses against you. Love is forgiving, and grudges are hate! Be free! -CM